trying not to be resentful of all the people who are on like their third covid test of the semester, because I’d hate to be back at school in person and I feel so bad for them but also I almost definitely had Covid in April and couldn’t get a test

I’m not mad at those people so much as the structural issues that made it so difficult earlier this year, but... yeah. complicated set of emotions, especially since some people are almost bragging about how many negatives they’ve had and I would’ve given anything for just 1

and I want them to have access to tests!! I just hate that universities are throwing them around like candy in exchange for faculty putting themselves at high risk with insufficient precautions. I know some of the toxic positivity from faculty is trauma response. But it sucks.

All of it sucks. Period. There’s no point to this thread; I just hate everything right now