Decided to go outside for a bit tonight

It was nice and peaceful...
Did a little longboarding while I was at it

It was fun to do but the road still isn& #39;t all smooth

My thighs are feeling thick again from the sudden exercise lol
The sky was clear, with the stars above

I would& #39;ve taken a pic but my phone camera wouldn& #39;t have been able to handle it lol...
I don& #39;t exactly have a real cohesive topic to focus on in this thread, but I can say that my recent week has kinda put me into a thinking mode again

Not uncommon, but this was about my life at this point in time
I won& #39;t bore anyone with the details (yet) because it honestly be too long

And I would cry like a wuss if I start feeling things again heh...

But the short of it all: I& #39;ve been through way too much in too short of a time

And even then, now I have lots of my life left
To be honest, I never expected to reach this far into my life

I was too grief-stricken, too angry/hateful with the world, and way too into dying to being probably okay with welcoming it with wide arms

It& #39;s... a lot
And now, it feels weird to think that the rest of the world is now feeling what I felt for a long while and is trying to deal with it and make sense of it all

I dunno... could just be my old mind kicking in again
I don& #39;t... really know how to end this thread up

Just... take care of yourselves okay?

Even at night, the light will still be there at the end of the road
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