WILBUR IS SO GORGEOUS LIKE HE IS A BEAUTIFUL PERSON IDK MAN IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT, HE FEELS LIKE WARM TONES AND FALL AND FUN AND ROOFTOPS AT 7 AM?? AM I DUMB? AM I DUMB. IM SO GONE. I AM SO FAR GONE. CHILLY AIR AND OPEN SEAS, SEAGULLS AND SALT AND HANDS IN MY HAIR- AGHH BYE

LONG SLEEVES AND HOT COCOA, THE SMELL OF THE AIR CONDITIONING IN WINTER- BURNING CHARCOAL AT 6 PM IN THE FIREPIT AND LAUGHING WHILE PUTTING OUT YOUR MARSHMALLOWS. loving someone with the TV on and holding hands in a cabin, sitting on the beach rocks and singing like its summer.

he feels like october when its not too cold u know? and hes really comforting to me for some reason and it Kills me it kills my Brain MY BRAIN..

intertwining fingers and kicking your legs, bundling up and sitting on the ferris wheel and pointing at the people like ants.

he's all of that and still funny, still fun. still scary sometimes. warm, big, whole-hearted hugs, where their arms go all the way around and lift you up to spin you around like you're weightless. giggling in the dark while you're camping, flashlights under the covers and a smile

THIS HURTS ME DUDE. i literally dont know. just wilbur thread now.

i love him so much its really weird, and i feel so creepy and annoying but wow dude its insane to me how much i like this person

when i think about him its like im somewhere i belong, for once. he gives me that.

end of thread. i love him.