Man this pandemic/quarantine has really messed with my mental image of myself. Before everything shut down I KNEW how I felt about myself. I was very strong in my beliefs, politically, romantically, sexually, etc. And now, I don't know how I stand anymore 1/?
I came into this year as definitively Bi man with preference for women, but as the year has gone on, I don't really know what I like anymore. With my research into gender (and the lack thereof) I realized that I've been super close minded and even slightly transphobic 2/?
And as of right now I don't know how to feel. I'm lost in existential awe, wonder, and fear. But I know one thing, and it's that I don't want to be the person I was before I came into this trainwreck we call a year. 3/3
Sorry for my ramblings. I just needed to get those things off my chest. I might delete this thread at some point