I could finally catch up all those news about FS and Ohno's feelings and I've never felt that proud. I always look at him with stars in my eyes, he even became some kind of motivation for me. I cried for him, I loved him, I laughed at him & always been supportive.

All his hard work has always paid and I'm glad he has something he can enjoy. I'm worried thinking at the past because it also broke me kinda, but I've always done my best to be strong for him. I just want his happiness. He has done so much and I couldn't expect more...

I just want him to take his time. I'm sad reading some comments saying "don't be long, come back soon" I mean I understand the feelings, but I refuse to rush him. It's him and it will be always about him. I'll miss Arashi for sure and I'll miss him even more

But I want him to do things for him and not for us this time. It will be hard, but I think it will be okay eventually. So Ohno san, just enjoy. Do some arts, go fishing, go camping, eventually get a wife and have kids. Do whatever you want to do.
I'll always get your back