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A thread of why i became a louie 
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And also a thread on how his songs touched me as a gay person
Also a thread of my cleshay sappy love story;)
And also a thread on how his songs touched me as a gay person
Also a thread of my cleshay sappy love story;)
I just wanna say I& #39;m not the person who runs this account. She is my friend and is letting me use her account for this thread. Also their is a little mention of larry in this I& #39;ll put https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đź’™" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đź’™" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz"> at start and end of the larry part so you can skip it if you want to.
Anways my name is Kayden I& #39;m 15 years old and I& #39;m gay. Wow actually admitting that to a ton of people is scary but ik a ton of louies are lgbt so I feel pretty safe and comfortable here.
So yeh let& #39;s get started with my story that sophie (the lass who runs this account) describes as something straight outta wattpad idk what that means but she said you guys will know so there you gohttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💀" title="Schädel" aria-label="Emoji: Schädel">
So anyways I& #39;ve kind of always had a hunch I was gay. I& #39;ve never been interested in girls but I found boys kind of interesting I guess. I didn& #39;t really think anything of it untill I got to about 13. All my friends my age or older were into girls. Talked about
the ones they liked. What stuff they were doing with girls. Typical straight boy shit. They were also pretty homophobic. The f slur was thrown around alot. Everything they said they claimed it to be "jokes" but as a closeted insecure about my sexuality guy it would hurt sm
In December time 3years ago (still 13) I met Zach. He joined the school . I remember being sat in history classroom I had been separated from my friends so I was sat on my own. You normally look around the school before you start in my school but for some reason he looked around
and started on the same day. He was holding his baby sister (he has 5 younger sisters he is the oldest/only boy) he came and sat down at my table. He didn& #39;t talk. He was super shy. But something about made me super attracted him. He& #39;s my complete opposite
I& #39;m tall and super loud. He& #39;s small,quiet (until you get to know the fucker;). I remember the first words i ever said to him was "so do you talk curly" always so polite wasn& #39;t I https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥰" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">. He just shrugged. When I finally heard him talk I noticed his accent
which was northern. He& #39;s from Doncaster. And It took me by surprise because his looks,i knew he was from a wealthy family (doctor/lawyer parents) just it didn& #39;t fit him having that kind of "chavvy accent"
So anyways that& #39;s how we met. We became super close because we worked at the corner shop together. One day I asked him if he wants to go on my walk with me and he agreed. We were sat on this field by the forest. The sun was setting ( cringy can you guess what happened nexthttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💀" title="Schädel" aria-label="Emoji: Schädel">)
We were talking and on our phones and he pointed out this guy on ig (it was actually louis lmao). He said he was fit to put it simply. I think he noticed my kinda shocked expression and basically said something like "idk why you look so surprised I thought everyone assumed I was
Into guys". I mean yeh everyone thought he was friends with all girls,into clothes. Very stereotypical. Anyways at the moment I was feeling so many emotions. Jealous because of how casually he came out. Happy because know I knew he liked boys. And a sudden urge to kiss him
idk why I had that urge but I did. So I did it. Yeh super cleshay first kiss in the sunset https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đź‘Ź" title="Applaus-Zeichen" aria-label="Emoji: Applaus-Zeichen">. All he said after was "I knew you liked dick" so charming of him. It& #39;s always the shy and innocent ones isn& #39;t it? (We were so young to yes young teens are wild these days)
Anyways i was 14 and he was 13 when that happened. It was actually August 28th(hah 28)but we started dating on my 15th birthday which is ironically October 11th. I think the universe knew I were going to be gay. (He was 14). That story is too long to put here but
it was well cute *Pats self on back*. So anyways we have been dating for nearly a year but have only told my mum(I have no siblings or dad) Zachs parents/siblings. My childhood best friend Elijah. And Zachs best friend Sophie (the girl who runs this acc)
Anyways I& #39;m still not out to anyone else as gay. Zach is openly bisexual. Anyways let& #39;s finally get onto to Louis and why I became a louie
My boy is a huge one direction fan (having a 5 younger sisters rub off on him) he& #39;s also a larry to (we will get to that later tho) anyways when Louis album came out. He listened to it firstly on his own. But after he finished it I got a facetime call from him at like 4am
And I answered it and he was crying so obviously I started panicking asking him if he was okay. He went on a full random rant how much he was in love with me and he doesn& #39;t care that I don& #39;t wanna come out yet and he& #39;ll wait for me forever to be ready. I remember saying
something like "I love you so much but where has this come from and is he alright" he said he wanted me to listen to Louis songs Fearless,Defenseless and only the brave. I was very confused why but all he said was you need to hear it call me back when you have. So I did.
now I literally never cry. But when I say I cried to them songs. They were just so beautiful and hit so close to home. And it made me feel kind of empowered and safe. Then I called zach back and we both cried together long story short
He showed me a bunch of stuff,what the rumours were,the closting,basically everything. I do think I& #39;m a larry. He has alot of chemistry with H. And the secret touches,looks is something me+ Zach relate to.if he& #39;s with el I& #39;m happy for him to 100% whatever makes him happyhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đź’™" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đź’™" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đź’™" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">
No matter what louis wrote absolutely amazing songs for the community. And I respect that so much. I really dk what else to say about him. He& #39;s just such a sweet guy who honestly deserves all the happiness in the world.
I& #39;ll be surprised if anyone is still reading this but if you are thank you. I& #39;ve been wanting to tell my story to more people and think my fellow louies is a great way place to start .
Share this if you can/want to. Honestly I& #39;d really appreciate it if you do. Would be nice to have finally told alot of people https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥰" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">
