There's so much I wanna do or have but I can't. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Sadt.

A thread (u may or may not care abt it) ++

Much as I want to take care herbs and spices, I also remembered my goal abt taking care of hibiscus (oh gumamela yan) and carnivorous plants (venus flytrap, pitcher plant, butterwort and sundew) hngggg.
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I also want to stargaze so I wanna find some telescope. Only then I can show ppl here the view of the moon, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn and whatever we can find at the galactic core. Or my friends and I can take shots under the unimaginable universe. ++

I also want sum house of my own, full of secret doors. Then my own room full of bookshelves, then pulling one book to reveal more doors within my room. Dark-themed. Designed just how my father wants it to be. ++

Then I wanna avail some high tech devices or transpo maybe real hovercrafts or magnetically levitated vehicles are a trend. ++

I also wanna help my parents' lives flourish, for returning of favor or...just because I want to. You know I'm a good person *cross fingers* ++

Then I wanna finish my career from being RMT to MD. Haaaaayst. Then basically have my own lab or sum hospital or clinic of some sort (chour that's hard). ++

There's so much to do with my life that I forgot to include my love life. Oh well. I don't care abt it anyway. ++

My dedication with the power of science and knowledge, and my pursuit of happiness for my family and myself led me to this...this heck of a body stuck in an online class-heck of a government loop, undetermined of what's waiting beyond time. ++

This thread might look childish and imaginative as hell that I forgot how reality works but then....it's my fckn dream, my fckn goal. My life revolves around these shts so I can't just throw these out. I might get lost in the process. ++

Oh well. There's no progress yammering abt it. I just want to vent out whatever "pursuit of knowledge" made me do with my life. Might as well continue and maybe in an unexpected future, I might actually be able to cross these shts outta my bucketlist.

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