It’s them sad boy hours. It’s times like these when I wish I didn’t join a certain fandom (DR in this case). I always end up annoying someone with it.

I try not to talk about it as much as I do, but it’s something that really makes me happy. I wanna be able to share—

—that with others, but I always end up going overboard with it... and I feel like I’m just driving people away.

Getting hyperfixated on something just fucking blows, man...

I may just take a break to refrain from talking about it... shaming or guilt-tripping isn’t my intention at all, it’s the last thing I’d want to do honestly.

I just don’t want to be annoying people.

I’ll delete this thread later. I know it’s negative as hell, but it’s something I’ve kept bottled up for a while... I just needed to get it out