dont open this if it still hasnt hit u.

i feel like this is the end. do u really thing theyre getting back together? def not. my last hope was the late late show so we could get more content but now its gone. why would they come back? they're all so successful in their solo carriers. they're all happy and thriving.

they don't even hangout anymore. only interaction we got was on july 23rd. harry didnt even know what july 23rd was. maybe niall, liam and louis want to get back together. but harry and zayn? yea i dont think so. i've lost all my hope. idk. it's just so- this hurts.

i wish i went to one of their shows. but i was too young and i didnt even know who they were. but yk what hurts the most? the fact that they're never going on tour again. they're never going to be best friends again. they'll never be the same. they will slowly start to fade..

but hey on the bright side. we're still the biggest fandom in the world and we will always be. even if they never get back together doesnt mean we're leaving. we'll always be here for the boys whatever they decide to do. if they decide to get back-

we'll be here. stronger than ever. and always supporting them. just. im sorry. please never leave this fandom. promise?

i just wanted a proper goodbye..