I& #39;m gonna be real for a bit, but it& #39;s stuff I feel like I wanna just get off my chest really.

After looking around the site I noticed someone who I thought, legit right up until 5 minutes ago, ignored every bit of criticism I said about them on my old account.

In reality though, the stuff that I did actually gave them a lot of food for thought and it seems they& #39;re slowly acting upon it. I personally still hold my reservations though, only because it& #39;s still somewhat fresh, and also given the age of this person too and how they acted.

But it is interesting to see that I actually held some influence, maybe if I didn& #39;t deactivate I could& #39;ve used that influence for some kind of good within this hell community, but I guess me deactivating gave a chance to wipe the slate clean somewhat.

Like I& #39;m so glad I only held influence for a short period of time, I can& #39;t imagine how much damage I would& #39;ve done not even 1 1/2 years ago when I was still being cool with really nasty and vindictive people.

In terms of reflecting on this though, it has bummed me a little, being someone so small in the grand scheme of things but also being pretty controvercial, I have no idea what to make of this.

tl;dr this thread is a mess idk