If it feels familiar it’s because you’ve been here before. Self-sacrifice doesn’t feel too good, especially when you can look in the mirror and see that you are the reason for it. They are showing you all the signs of something unhealthy for you.
Something you should run from but yet, you continue. You find whatever excuse you can to keep pursuing. Take accountability where you can and try to look at your situation from an outside perspective. Your emotions and low self esteem are blocking you.
Lack of reciprocity, love and reassurance start to take a toll on the psyche after awhile. All you ever wanted was to feel safe. Do you feel safe. Have you been ignoring the signs the universe has been relentlessly giving you?
Stop shrinking yourself to make others feel comfortable. Stop talking to people who make you anxious. Stop giving your energy to the vampire you know is using you. Just reflect so you can stop. Ask for help if you need it.
If you feel stuck and stagnant think about how you got here. How are you responsible for where you are. Other people may have contributed but if they aren’t in your life anymore why are you still harping?
It’s okay to mourn the time you’ve lost but it’s not okay to stay bitter & stagnant forever. Avenge yourself.
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