pissed at how people judge me when i speak in english. if i try to speak in the dialect, they'd say that it's "different" from how they talk. most people don't even understand what i'm trying to say. what else can i fucking do? english is my only way to spit my thoughts straight.

i grew up in the philippines so they really expect me to speak in either tagalog or the dialect (bisaya). if not, they'd say they're "nosebleeding" (it's a filipino expression btw) and shit. it sucks..

i'm not good at speaking at those languages which is shit.

i grew up with english and i'm not really a social type of person. i just got so used to it, english kinda became my main language. i really try my best to form words correctly in bisaya but damn it's hard.