I hate : a thread

I hate the fact that I feel like a burden to my family just because I'm fat and they keep on saying every day that ' go on a diet ' & ' dont eat too much '. just because they have a normal body, they can tell what I will do.

I hate that I have a broken family : I have 2 moms & dads. I hate the thing that they dont have time for me, bc my mom takes care of stepbro and my dad is in UAE w/ my pregi stepmom, and I hate the fact that every week my stepdad and mom always fight, but it's useless bc ++

++ they fight for such a small thing and it can be solve in just a minute

I hate that my 2020 bday celebration is ruined just because of my stepdad and mom damn fight, and it's not even their problem it's my uncle and aunt, pwede namn na hindi sumasali sa ibang tao problema

I hate the fact that, I have tons of friends in bird app, fb, insta, any social media but I cant communicate well. I hate it when I cant understand what are they saying or what is their topic. I just want a friend to talk to, to share my problems ++

++ to joke with, to tag in socmed, but I have none I grew up as a loner. I hate it when people only befriend with me bc I know what's the answer of our lesson, or they want something and they will let me do their projects ++

it hurts me when they talk behind my back bc I never do that to them. I hate when I told them a secret and after a few days it spread like a wild fire.

I hate the fact that my heart is being played by many boys even though my feelings were true. I'm not a toy they can use. I dont look like other teen girls u see in the internet but I have true feelings.

I hate it when its 'ikaw yung may kasalanan dian' 'if only u were not careless this could've been happened' 'if only u studied hard' 'u r the eldest so its ur responsibility' kahit I dont play with kids pero parati nalng ako, ako, ako kahit may yung cousin ko na 9 yrs old ++

That Is mature enough to guide my cousins. I have to study, and relax too, not always na yung time ko nasakanila lahat, I have to take care of my self

I hate it na my parents don't have enough trust on me to go out w/ my friends ( not this pandemic, noong last year pa)
and keep on saying ' sige use ng selpon parati you will get blind'

I hate the fact na I cant live normally like other people: they can eat what they want, do what they do, live like a teenager do

end of thread :))

delete this tomorrow :))