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adhd makes me feel like i have blinders on. like i go over to the sink to get another drink, i am only seeing the cup and the soda can and nothing else.
I don& #39;t see the mess, the huge amount of soda cans, the dirty dishes.
I don& #39;t see the mess, the huge amount of soda cans, the dirty dishes.
Legit, every single snide remark or cruel joke that someone who walks in here has said makes me so embarrassed cuz i fucking forgot how messy the counter is. I feel helpless all the time.
Not to mention in germany, at my gfs house, i got chewed out several times about not cleaning out the bath tub (something i am not aware of cuz i literally have never had a bathtub and didnt even think about it) and i was told that
"you really need to start thinking"
"you really need to start thinking"
there& #39;s so many things that people are just supposed to know apparently. Idk if it;s cuz of my adhd or my sheltered upbringing thats the cause of that
you know what, that& #39;s the main reason why im so fucking frustrated living here.
I was thrust into a living situation where i MUST clean and supply for two people without any prep or my consent.
I went from one bedroom to a house and im supposed to think its an improvement.
I was thrust into a living situation where i MUST clean and supply for two people without any prep or my consent.
I went from one bedroom to a house and im supposed to think its an improvement.
I HAVE NO PRIVACY
MY BROTHER CAN WALK IN AT ANY MOMENT AND WAKE ME UP AND EVERYTHING CUZ HE HAS TO WALK THROUGH MY ENTIRE ROOM TO USE THE BATHROOM
MY PARENTS ARE FUCKING IDIOTS
MY BROTHER CAN WALK IN AT ANY MOMENT AND WAKE ME UP AND EVERYTHING CUZ HE HAS TO WALK THROUGH MY ENTIRE ROOM TO USE THE BATHROOM
MY PARENTS ARE FUCKING IDIOTS
i NEED my privacy. i need my space, always have. I hate open doors i hate the idea of people looking at me or hearing me or knowing what im listening to cuz im afraid of being made fun of and judged. I can& #39;t handle living here
it& #39;s actually the main reason why i havent done any vocal training, even when im alone or with friends who I trust.
even the possiblity of someone hearing me makes me mute.
whenever my brother comes in i stop talking cuz... IDK i just stop and wait till he leaves. idk why
even the possiblity of someone hearing me makes me mute.
whenever my brother comes in i stop talking cuz... IDK i just stop and wait till he leaves. idk why
ive gone mute before in germany, cuz my gfs mom would talk over me while i tried to make sentences in my head before speaking and she would respond with completly different topics and it fucking freaked me out so much i stopped talking.
i guess being ignored is also a bad trauma
i guess being ignored is also a bad trauma
like i just give up so easily so if i am talking about something and i dont get a response i just feel like im doing something wrong by talking and shut up.
Maybe its because ive always been made fun of and have always gotten push back that i talk way too much.
I just want to be heard and taken seriously enough that the other person gives me all their attention and i dont have to make a point to make sure they& #39;re listening
I just want to be heard and taken seriously enough that the other person gives me all their attention and i dont have to make a point to make sure they& #39;re listening
Cuz i hATE DOING THAT i HATE being like oh hey are u listening cuz i KNOW that it makes the other person feel weird and jolted and uncomfortable and yet i just do cuz im so afraid i guess idk
