I realize what made me enjoy Love, Victor so much is that it was something i could actually relate to.

growing up religious, I have a lot of social pressure from members in the community to fit into this kinda “molly Mormon” doll cutout that frankly I could just never fit in. I think the giveaway was me never sitting in a chair properly at church hahahahah.

Having a big family, I looked up to all 6 of my siblings. Heck my 5 brothers are all married now and it’s amazing. But it makes me feel a lot of pressure for something I don’t know I’ll be able to do

After high school, I moved away to a new place to try and find myself anew, I hardly knew anyone, I could just be myself for once.

Attempting this at a new school failed miserably though. I still kinda hid who I was and couldn’t bring myself to just say the truth to people like my bishop, family, or other close ones. However my new friends helped me out.

And it is hard because trials come onto me all the time. It’s almost never ending literal hell and torment in every second of my life sometimes. But I still find my peace in the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

Am I doing a similar thing again by moving even farther away from my family and friends to a remote small town in Hawaii? Yeah kinda tbh. But it’s okay.

It’s a journey we are all taking.

However this is the first high school teen/drama chick flick i watched and could actually relate to. So it just made me enjoy it that much more.

And every time I watch it, or any chick flick in that matter, it makes me yearn for a significant other. One I can be with for the eternities.

Long story short, I am an absolute simp and need to calm down and focus on school more probably.