Well that was nice. There was Angel talk and then it dawned on me.

I'm one month out from what would have been our 2nd wedding anniversary.

I let you all know this now in case some forgot, i know some are new.

But yep.
It is no wonder why i have felt him so close and why
my art style and coloring specifically has been emulating his more and more again recently.

I know i don't have to apologize for anything concerning him or when i talk of my late husband but i do feel a little bad because it usually comes out of nowhere and catches everyone
off guard. However it leaks out when it does, and when it does, the words just flow from my mouth.

Oh darling, i will always know how deeply loved i am. And i know you know how intensely i returned all of it.
I say i have lots of feelings, and its true. When i say i wish
to give back all the happy and lovely feelings and blessings i got to experience in our short time. Someone who believed in me entirely. Someone who saw me as this strong person no matter what. Someone who knew, even when i didn't, that i would somehow find my way.
I wish to
be the kind of person he always knew i would become.

Ahhh, i have become so wordy since he left this earth. I will continue to create things i love and share them and just be me. I do what i do, because i want to. Not for any ulterior motive.

One day, i know I'll become the
successful artist he always saw. It has taken me time to remember to love myself. And not to bar half of my emotions anymore. Allowing myself to be me and embrace it. It is ok.

Um, i think thats it for now. Im probably gonna go and cry for a bit and hopefully when i next post
you will get to see my Eve wig ^^ because it was the only thing i planned for today as well as making my NSR Adult server available for others who'd like an adult space too.

Tell someone you vare about you love them. AND DONT BE AN IGNORANT ASS ABOUT VIRUSES AND THIS PANDEMIC
***care

Damn i was tryin so hard with this thread for no typos
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