Relationships are just a reflection of you. And I donāt like being shown my Pluto. So I usually run from mirrors or I block the picture. Iāve scared myself when I liked someone and hated how I acted, so I shattered them and cut them off without warning. Iām being very honest.
I feel like I talk about Pluto in every szn that isnāt Scorpio Szn. He opposes 4 of my planets so Iām heavily under his influence. Pluto was but wasnāt meant for Venusian kids (toast to Persephone). I get relationships backwards sometimes. Libra comes before Scorpio.
Then Pluto is in my 4th house. I hold him close. I try not to show him to everybody. Ask a Scorpio Moon to show you their crazy side. They wonāt.
And Virgo ascendants disown all Pisces traits when it becomes interpersonal because thatās our descendant. Whole time weāre delusional in partnerships. We only want to see the best in you, but sometimes thatās only a projection. The 7th house is what you project onto others.
Your rising sign is the eyes you see out of. If Iām looking out with Virgo eyes & only see my opposition which is Pisces, youād think I know Pisces very well by now. It takes an energy to know that same energy. Itās on one axis anyway. As above, so below, will all oppositions.
Virgo is the sign of purification because once you get to Libra, you see yourself in how you interact with others. You may not like that shit. Itās like beautifying yourself (Virgo) and looking in the mirror to see how well you did it (Libra). But you may need to redo it.
Like I said, I donāt like bringing my Pluto out on people. If I do, youāll know but youāll be confused because Iām nowhere to be found.
Itās just that scorn is such an important word for the energy of Pluto in love. I am only 20 (&a Gemini
) so itās not like Iām looking for Love love. I just wanna be good enough. Sza really said everything there is to know about a young Venus in Scorpio / Plutonic Venus on Ctrl.

Hell hath no fury as a woman scorned. But Iāve always said hell hath no fury as a Scorpio scorned. Scorpions are willing enough to sting themselves if they have to. They would rather die by self than let you do it. Rather leave than fade away bc itās taking back ctrl.
Canāt have ctrl issues when it comes to relationships. Canāt ctrl othersā perception of you and you definitely shouldnāt try to ctrl people. For more āsubmissiveā types, like me, you take control by monitoring how much they get of you to feel dominant. &If they dgaf, itās scorn.
But then I cut them off and I canāt look in that mirror anymore. I ghosted that person and the only lasting picture is the one of me not in it. I am a little dramatic too. And sometimes Iām wrong (delusional). Not everybody hates me.
Iāve made things deeper than they shouldāve been bc I wanted to have that phoenix moment, when Iād make it hurt so bad it ākilled me.ā Then Iād rebirth. And death is something I canāt ctrl. I just had to be born resilient. Anahata, heart chakra, means āthe unbeatenā after all.
So if I fall for someone, itās gonna be obsessively loyal. &I do want that in return. Just not right now. Corona still controls the circus +Iām not nearly old enough to be ready. I have too much learning & exploration left to do.
Thereās a lot of people that donāt know who they really are though bc they isolate too much (Hermit mode). Other people are necessary for growth because they show you who you are. They call you out and force you to react. They bring out a side of you you may have never known.
The Sun (ego) is exalted in Aries (self) and falls in Libra (others) bc our egos donāt naturally want to cater to othersā egos. So in a way, love is selfish. But itās mutual selfishness with the same desire of making the relationship work. So you compromise and balance your egos.
Especially with Mars rx, I pray you see yourself clearly, whether that be looking in a physical mirror and knowing youāre blessed or being self aware when dealing with people. Itāll be a shame if you criticize your looks or block good people because you refuse to face yourself.
In #UnblockSzn
let Cardinal Air erode whatever blockages youāve set between your self and others. Whether it be insecurity, fear, hatred, etc. let Venus blow it over. 



