I wrote something about the block button. #LibraSzn = #UnblockSznšŸ’”āš–ļøā¤ļø
Relationships are just a reflection of you. And I donā€™t like being shown my Pluto. So I usually run from mirrors or I block the picture. Iā€™ve scared myself when I liked someone and hated how I acted, so I shattered them and cut them off without warning. Iā€™m being very honest.
I feel like I talk about Pluto in every szn that isnā€™t Scorpio Szn. He opposes 4 of my planets so Iā€™m heavily under his influence. Pluto was but wasnā€™t meant for Venusian kids (toast to Persephone). I get relationships backwards sometimes. Libra comes before Scorpio.
Then Pluto is in my 4th house. I hold him close. I try not to show him to everybody. Ask a Scorpio Moon to show you their crazy side. They wonā€™t.
And Virgo ascendants disown all Pisces traits when it becomes interpersonal because thatā€™s our descendant. Whole time weā€™re delusional in partnerships. We only want to see the best in you, but sometimes thatā€™s only a projection. The 7th house is what you project onto others.
Your rising sign is the eyes you see out of. If Iā€™m looking out with Virgo eyes & only see my opposition which is Pisces, youā€™d think I know Pisces very well by now. It takes an energy to know that same energy. Itā€™s on one axis anyway. As above, so below, will all oppositions.
Virgo is the sign of purification because once you get to Libra, you see yourself in how you interact with others. You may not like that shit. Itā€™s like beautifying yourself (Virgo) and looking in the mirror to see how well you did it (Libra). But you may need to redo it.
Like I said, I donā€™t like bringing my Pluto out on people. If I do, youā€™ll know but youā€™ll be confused because Iā€™m nowhere to be found.
Itā€™s just that scorn is such an important word for the energy of Pluto in love. I am only 20 (&a GeminišŸ’€) so itā€™s not like Iā€™m looking for Love love. I just wanna be good enough. Sza really said everything there is to know about a young Venus in Scorpio / Plutonic Venus on Ctrl.
Hell hath no fury as a woman scorned. But Iā€™ve always said hell hath no fury as a Scorpio scorned. Scorpions are willing enough to sting themselves if they have to. They would rather die by self than let you do it. Rather leave than fade away bc itā€™s taking back ctrl.
Canā€™t have ctrl issues when it comes to relationships. Canā€™t ctrl othersā€™ perception of you and you definitely shouldnā€™t try to ctrl people. For more ā€œsubmissiveā€ types, like me, you take control by monitoring how much they get of you to feel dominant. &If they dgaf, itā€™s scorn.
But then I cut them off and I canā€™t look in that mirror anymore. I ghosted that person and the only lasting picture is the one of me not in it. I am a little dramatic too. And sometimes Iā€™m wrong (delusional). Not everybody hates me.
Iā€™ve made things deeper than they shouldā€™ve been bc I wanted to have that phoenix moment, when Iā€™d make it hurt so bad it ā€œkilled me.ā€ Then Iā€˜d rebirth. And death is something I canā€™t ctrl. I just had to be born resilient. Anahata, heart chakra, means ā€œthe unbeatenā€ after all.
So if I fall for someone, itā€™s gonna be obsessively loyal. &I do want that in return. Just not right now. Corona still controls the circus +Iā€™m not nearly old enough to be ready. I have too much learning & exploration left to do.
Thereā€™s a lot of people that donā€™t know who they really are though bc they isolate too much (Hermit mode). Other people are necessary for growth because they show you who you are. They call you out and force you to react. They bring out a side of you you may have never known.
The Sun (ego) is exalted in Aries (self) and falls in Libra (others) bc our egos donā€™t naturally want to cater to othersā€™ egos. So in a way, love is selfish. But itā€™s mutual selfishness with the same desire of making the relationship work. So you compromise and balance your egos.
Especially with Mars rx, I pray you see yourself clearly, whether that be looking in a physical mirror and knowing youā€™re blessed or being self aware when dealing with people. Itā€™ll be a shame if you criticize your looks or block good people because you refuse to face yourself.
In #UnblockSznāš–ļøšŸ“² let Cardinal Air erode whatever blockages youā€™ve set between your self and others. Whether it be insecurity, fear, hatred, etc. let Venus blow it over. ā™ŽļøšŸŖ
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