Me on the phone with my sister detailing my recurring dreams of mark, how he represents my suppressed sexual desires and anxiety surrounding intimacy, and how I'm going to confront him the next time he shows up in a dream.
I WILL KNOW PEACE!

On a serious note though, my sis said it's the same as if you keep having dreams about a monster, someone chasing you or some kind of attacker. She suggested next time he shows up in a dream to just face him and say exactly how I feel and POOF! Problem solved! No more Mark dreams

It's been almost 14 months since the first dream, and since then I've wondered "why Mark tho???!!" And I realized today it's not so much him, but more so me confronting my own feelings about sexual intimacy and passion in general and my subconscious said "imma use him to face it"

And it HAS BEEN hard watching him grow up. It seems like it alI happened so fast. I havent fully faced it head on like I thought so I'm sure my recurring dreams are my minds way of deciding to "kill two birds with one stone".

Nonetheless, next time he pops up in a dream, I'm going to give it my best efforts and say what I think. Ultimately, I'll be confronting my own "self", if that makes sense? I will update this thread probably really soon (I'm certain) on my progress.