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Something I don't like about me being online is how ALL of my conversations go like this:
Me and a person online: *talks for 30 minutes*
Also us: *never talks again after the 30 min. conversation*
Also *also* us: *forgets the others' existence*
Me and a person online: *talks for 30 minutes*
Also us: *never talks again after the 30 min. conversation*
Also *also* us: *forgets the others' existence*
I don't like it. I geniunely do want to interact with my moots but when you feel that you're annoying them, that they don't like interacting with you, that you might be overstepping some boundaries or something, it makes talking to ANYONE AT ALL difficult.
I treat the moots I interact with as friends. But when I see those moots interact with their moots and SEE the difference between how we interact, it makes me feel like I wasn't considered a friend by them. In turn, it makes me lessen my interactions until it's basically gone.
Maybe THAT explains why I'm much more friendly or "extroverted" IRL. Probably because the people I talk with then, I can actually see. It makes me feel that, since we both know each other IRL, I can say that we're "friends" at least.
But when you're online, it makes this so much harder. You can't determine anything if the other party never speaks up, unlike IRL where you can gauge their reactions etc.
This is also a reason to why I choose to QRT than Reply. Because by QRT'ing, it feels less close. Why I think that way probably boils down to the fact that I see VERY close friends have conversations in the replies section of a tweet than a QRT.
In that sense, I end up NEVER replying to a tweet I want to reply to and settle for a QRT. A ton of times too that I want to join in on a convo, I end up just QRT'ing what I want yo say as to not "interrupt" something.
So what's my point? I don't have one. I just felt like saying this cause this was a thought that ruined my day BEFORE the interaction circle tweets popped up. I just wanted to get it off my mind.
If you read the entire thread, congrats and sorry. I hope I didn't ruin your day/afternoon/night by expressing some negative emotions here. I tend to forget these VERY quickly and go back to being my genki self after like, 2 hours or so, so tomorrow I'll be better.
