story time//my 2gether journey

around march, i saw a clip of two guys playing the stick game (peppero), i immediately felt something the moment i saw that so i tried to look for it and thankfully, i found it and watched it but i didn't know that it's still on going

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at that time only 5 episodes were out and I didn't know that i will be looking forward to fridays because of them...my house is not a peaceful home that's why watching 2gether feels like an escape to me. Slowly, i converted this acct into a bw stan account- my intention was

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to read aus, little did i know that i would be actually pouring a lot of my time expressing how much i love them esp win...with them, i feel happy.

2gether ended and it made me sad but not as much as how i feel now because i wasn't that attached during that time...

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yes i feel sad but i can still bear it, then still2gether was announced, i was so happy that time-- i was on cloud nine...so i patiently waited for it and while doing so i started writing one shots and eventually, i got the courage to write fireflies...

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This august, I came out to the girl I'm courting, I told her that Im stanning BW and that i have a stan acct. That day was a make or break for us but i don't know what did i do to deserve her. She accepted me and she even helped me edit Fireflies while i was writing it.

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Then still2gether happened, my fridays where suddenly meaningful and happy again. I was really happy every episode and then it endes, i was so sad but happy last friday, i was really in tears because i can't turn into words how i felt-- how thankful and sad I was

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The rumors of MG remake has long been all over my tl and i knew it, i already saw it coming but I WAS NOT PREPARED, I don't know why but for some reason, I feel betrayed by that company. I feel like they took away my right to cherish brightwin as a love team. I cried myself

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to sleep last night and hoping today will be a lighter day but unfortunately, nothing changed and my sadness just got the best out of me. my heart feels unbelievably heavy, I can't stop thinking about them every time. I can't stop feeling sad knowing that I didn't get

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the time I badly need to let SarawaTine go slowly.

My heart feels so empty and heavy at the same time and I don't know what I should do to easen my agony. I'm sorry if I'm feeding your tl negativity w/ this thread. I just really need to let these all out.

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And to bright and win, I am sad yes but my love for the two of you did not change even a bit. I will forever be thankful to the two of you for giving me unimaginable happiness during one of the world's worst times. I love you two.

But l guess I have to take a break muna.

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I will be ia muna for a week or two. Magttweet pa rin naman ako para makapaglabas ng saloobin pero baka hindi ko muna mareplyan lahat ng mga messages nyo. I'll still reply to some (alam nyo na naman kung sino kayo)

Yun lang naman, mga mahal. I love you all. n/n

-renz