nobody will care about this but i had literally never felt so desperate and sad after indulging myself in a fictional world that& #39;s supposed to help me survive the day, be the tiniest of nudges that pushes me forward-

i cant help but feel that this has just one message and that message is not just fuck you. it& #39;s fuck this life. like with jasper-young people get depressed and kill themselves with bellamy it& #39;s i gave my heart away to people and people dont care. there& #39;s no kindness

in a world where very few care and we dont create lasting bonds that& #39;s just another reiteration of the fact that none of this matters. and if you see it in the fictional world as well as the real world then idk what you& #39;re trying to do but i guess you& #39;re succeeding

bellamy wasn& #39;t just the heart of the show, he was the HOPE of the show. he& #39;s always been that light they all strive towards now that helped THEM live another day and that hope is gone now. and that is what you tell people

that there& #39;s no hope, no light, no goodness, nothing lasting between people, no love or friendship.
it& #39;s just one giant pointless bs.