I haven't thought about it til recently but I really have changed and I don't know if it was for the better. I'll be frank I could give less than 2 thoughts about school yet I still go. I feel like the way I talk now is awkward and less confident than the way I used to speak.

In my family there are some personal things going on which have been eating me Inside and it frustrates me. I used to not be complacent and just push through because I had to but now I dont even try to fight back. I used to be considerate towards everyone but overtime I grew less

considerate towards others due to people trying to take advantage of me. I feel like right now while tweeting this I'm exaggerating but at the same time I feel all of these things. Because Before quarantine I thought things were going well. I was playing tennis which really

helped me. I felt like everything was just fine. I thought I would be able to see my closest friends graduate and start preparing for golf with mr.ramirez and devin while starting to prepare for soccer with uciel. Then of course COVID hit.

Slowly overtime during quarantine I started to lose motivation for everything. Every day before quarantine and during quarantine til early June i was practicing my left foot since my right foot is injury prone. One day I started to feel lonely while practicing and even though I

saw massive improvement I started to feel what's the point to this when I cant see anyone without fear of COVID. Now I feel like its important to say some last things before I end this massive tweet that I apologize for taking your time for. This goes out to everyone that even

follows my annoying ass. You are important! You are handsome or beautiful! You can prevail! And even though I likely have not even spoken to you in months or years I wish you the best. My bad for how much of a mess this thread is I feel as if i need to tweet this out relieve