my biggest wish for all my friends and loved ones is that they someday get the kind of love that Pat shows to me. I know I’m so cheesy going on and on about him constantly, but I’m finding myself so grateful day in and day out that somehow, we found our way to each other

Literally ALL of my friends have told me “god I need a pat” and I smile so big every time because I know I found the love of my life. He has literally never been mean to me once in his life, not even to roast me lol

People always ask me how I knew this was “it” for me- I always tell them: imagine you had intense migraines your entire life. you tried everything; changing your diet, taking medication, staying hydrated, reading in low light, anything you can think of to help your head

and then one day, you try on glasses, and for the first time you see everything so much brighter than you ever thought. Colors are vibrant, there are no blurry edges, and you can see in front of you for miles. And you think, “Oh, it was supposed to be like this the whole time?”

You see every leaf in detail. You see the sun cover everything it reaches. You can’t believe you ever spent ANY amount of time settling for anything else. You spend years trying to feel content with blurry shapes bc you thought that was as good as it got for you. You’re wrong.

I literally say this to anyone who asks me how I knew. Because I just knew. How can I doubt anything so clear? I met him on Instagram of all places, he bought a ticket to see me after 48 hours, and now it’s two years later. I’m the luckiest person who has ever existed.

accepting that u are loved unconditionally is not an on/off switch. it’s a thing that can only come when someone shows you time and time again that you are never too much or too damaged to fit in their heart. Anyway. Love u Patricia