Thinking about how last year for my birthday I went to concerts three nights in a row and how this year it's gonna be... not that. Anyway feeling kinda crummy rn!

Also I don't know what possessed me to go off Lexapro, the rationale being that the situations in which I get anxious (social, being in public) are no longer a thing, when said anxiety absolutely still manifests and also the world is fucking depressing right now! A clown is me.

Anyway this thread is gonna self destruct soon but in short the past week and a half has been fucking terrible and put my mental health back at square one!!!!