So apparently this is happening ig

thread of my complicated relationship with religion cuz I don’t wanna do my math homework

Feel free to mute this tbh

Also none of this is meant to be rude or insulting to anyone!! If it comes off that way, PLEASE tell me and I’ll fix it!!

ANYWAYS hhhhhh where do I start

My dad’s a bitch. Let’s start there. So, my father sux and he’s also fairly religious. When I was around 10 I started disliking him for various reasons. I also started id’ing as an atheist out of spite. I didn’t want to be like him(I still don’t)

So, I started calling myself an atheist. But the thing is, I’m not sure if that’s true? I very much believe in the POSSIBILITY of many things. I just don’t strongly believe. But many religions I’ve seen seem to be about strong faith. There’s nothing wrong w that, it’s just not me

I started doing a little bit of research into non-western religions, but since I’m Hella White, and many religions (to my understanding) seem to be largely cultural as well, I didn’t want to appropriate anything. I’m also a person that likes labels 4 myself

I don’t want to keep calling myself an atheist, I haven’t in a while, but saying I’m even vaguely religious feels almost like,,my father’s won?? And that makes me:/

Anyways. There was no point to this thread. Just gettin my thoughts out.

Anyway if you read this ilu!

Peace