i was SO excited about my law school graduation, which never happened bc pandemic, and now i’m four *months* into bar prep having literal nightmares about not being able to upload my answer file, which are being reinforced by all the tech issues the mock exams are revealing, and

i don’t even have my diploma for some reason i don’t understand and i searching for jobs in a global pandemic and recession is really really draining and i don’t actually want some remote proctor scrutinizing my eye movements during an exam that could be administered open book

instead and meanwhile i’m so full of facts about the law that i can’t remember what or if i ate yesterday and i need about sixteen hours of sleep as soon as possible which feels like never also i haven’t seen my family in six months and i miss them and i’m so grateful for what i

do have which is really a lot and i’m grateful for the community of 2020 remote bar takers who understand how entirely burned out i’m feeling and i wish we could all share one of those table sized sandwiches and honestly if my essays are as coherent as this thread i’ll be lucky