I don’t know if this is the menstruation talking but god online classes is making me so mortherfucken tired that I wish I could cry but I don’t think I’ve been drinking enough water nor do I have enough energy and time hell I barely have time to rant on Twitter pero di ko matiis

I put no blame on the profs bc I know how hard they’re working to accommodate us students, I also understand naman that putting a full stop to the whole AY is counterproductive and all, but just this never ending list of readings to read & assignments to write & things to do

And the fact that I have no clue whether my day was productive bc I had no sync classes but spent my day doing readings, and idk if I’m learning or not, and I’m afraid there’s an assessment I’m going to forget/miss, and there’s no proper physical/temporal divide—

between my school and org and family lives so even if I try to allocate spaces in my day, I feel the need to be on call for everyone at every time it’s all so exhausting aND AND WHAT SUCKS EVEN MORE is that I always perceived myself to be a pretty stable relatively

adaptable person. I’m also fortunate enough to have reliable internet and the appropriate devices and employed parents, so what more for those who don’t have the same luxuries? What more for those with real mental health issues? Or those who need to risk their lives just

to pass this semester and the next??!?! While I may know/try to tell myself that my feelings are valid, it doesn’t exactly feel that way bc I feel like I have no right to complain when ppl are living horrors I can only attempt to empathize with...

Honestly, I have no great way of ending this thread other than saying that if you made it to the end, im sorry if I wasted your time :< I’m sure this is pretty anticlimactic but I hope you’re well, I hope you remember your feelings are valid.

Drink water, wear a mask, get some rest. Tomorrow is another day. #LigtasNaBalikEskwela #MassTestingNowPH