We're so stuck thinking about the future--investing for our retirement in exchange of losing the feeling of being alive today. 85% of your life for what? So you can die without starving? Bull crap.

The only way I can think of to experience "life" longer is to hoard enough resources for myself and it sucks because that shit is capitalism

If it were just for myself I would have ditched "hustling" and pursue my childhood dream but no, that cant be the reality of the eldest daughter from your local poor family.

Probably I can, at what expense though? My sanity? I just wish I'm a believer of positive shits in life