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TRIGGER WARNING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/SELF HARM
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Ok but like can my mom not lose her mind for one second? She asks me if I& #39;m in a bad mood and once I ignore her all she does is scream and then threatens to slap me. Look here I& #39;m on the edge of wanting to kill
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Ok but like can my mom not lose her mind for one second? She asks me if I& #39;m in a bad mood and once I ignore her all she does is scream and then threatens to slap me. Look here I& #39;m on the edge of wanting to kill
Myself so Don& #39;t cry at my funeral when I do it because we all know it& #39;s gonna be yours and dad& #39;s fault for completely ignoring my other Suicide attempt which was not very long ago and blaming it on a little argument when you told the doctor Just say you& #39;re homophobic and
Transphobic so just leave. All you do is yell at me, call my triggers bs, deadname me (I don& #39;t even bother telling them my actual name they& #39;ll start being transphobic) complain that I never give you respect and the list goes on and on and on. My mom started whining today
Cause no one in this house gives her "respect" I do that on purpose too I don& #39;t say yes ma& #39;am to her because that& #39;s how we respect people in my house but since she wants to act like I& #39;m straight all the time and act like I& #39;m perfectly mentally unstable then I give her
No respect. They just don& #39;t care anymore and I swear if I see anyone say they "care" I& #39;m just gonna end up blocking you because all they& #39;ve done was give me childhood trauma from all the gaslighting and hitting me and telling at me when I was little and I thought that was normal
for parents to hit you and scream at you for doing something wrong I didn& #39;t know it was abuse I didn& #39;t know I would develop triggers from that when I got older I didn& #39;t even realize I was being abused until last year. The other day my parents were cutting steaks and stuff
And I just laughed because they were cutting with the knives I used to self harm and they never even notice or even bother to check they& #39;re faded now anyways also the kitchen knife I used really isn& #39;t meant for cutting it& #39;s meant for chopping and steak stuff I like steak
I like raw steak it& #39;s good B) anyways they also thought the last time I self harmed was in last August and uh I& #39;ve been self harming ever since so uh ejrjdjdbdpe also I was gonna be in inpatient but I was like lol no that& #39;s stupid and I do regret it I should& #39;ve been in the ward
