i haven’t watched break the silence yet but this video has been in my mind since i watched it. jungkook’s words keep resonating in my head like a siren “but id i were to try something by myself” “as for my worth” these words honestly hurt to hear from him

he’s constantly saying he will be better, that he will work harder, that he show us ever better than he already did, it’s like there’s no a limit for him when it comes to himself. for us, he’s already perfect, an amazing performer but for him, it’s like he’s feeling like lacking

and i wonder why? why he feels like his influence is only with bts? like if he alone couldn’t influence people? why he feels like his worth is so low? and i cant help but think all the hate and all the drama he’s been put on, different scandals and different dramas throughout the

year. he was put in the eye of the hurricane. he felt like he had to apologize to us TWICE, during bv4 he said he felt guilty for feeling happy and then again during a kkul fm he apologized. it’s like he felt like he let us down, but he didn’t. and i wish he knew that

i wish he knew how an amazing performer he is, how when he steps on a stage all eyes are on him, how he puts so much passion into every song, every dance, every performance, he puts his special touch on it and even with little details it makes the perfect performances

his essential in every performance, he brings so much to bts but also when hes performing alone he shines like no one has ever shined before, he’s the perfect all rounded artist. he’s so hardworking and passionate as an artist and that shows in every step and every word on stage

and as a person, jungkook is the kind of people you rarely find nowadays, souls like his are so rare now, i’ve never seen someone that held so much love and wonder on their eyes, someone so ready to help others, someone so loving and so talented in so many aspects. someone so him

jungkook is the kind of person that not only is the best person ever but also the kind that brings out the best of other people around him. he’s the kind of people that makes u wanna be good, wanna be better, wanna work harder. he’s the kind of people that inspires you

the kind of people that heals you. you look at him and you feel like healing, and you wanna be like him. wanna be kind, smart, talented, you wanna be thoughtful, wanna help others. he’s the kind of people this world needs more. that kind of pure and selfless good.

so following what he said, if he would be able to inspire others by himself (without the team bts) yes, yes he would and he already does. he inspires so much people with his story, how he left home to chase his dreams at the age of 15, how he grew in the industry, how he learned

so much by himself. he inspires with his talent, with his bright soul, with his kindness and his selfless self. with his music and with everything he is. he is an inspiration for MILLIONS and his worth? i cant even put into words how much his worth is. not just as jungkook of bts

but also as jeon jungkook, the 23 year old man from Busan, that is the most kind and good person you could ever think of. he has so much things that are so hard to find nowadays. he’s a rare and precious gem. he’s the kind of people that only happen once in a lifetime

he puts so much pressure on himself, he judges himself with higher standards and i hope that in the future, he learns to forgive himself, he becomes a little bit more considerate with himself, that he embraces all of his qualities abilities and different talents more

i hope he sees how much he’s worthy, his worth cant even be put into words. i hope that he sees the amazing man he is today. I hope he treasures all the kind words people say to him, and throws away the bad ones. it’s okay to pause, shake off the mud and keep on.

and finally i hope he always knows, i hope he always remembers and holds to his heart how loved he is by millions, how much of a inspiration he is for millions, and how of an amazing artist and human he is.