This last quarter of the year I’m going to make it a mission to find myself. I’ve been lost for so long, wasting time on temporary things, people, goals and more just to get by, that’s no way to live and set yourself up for a better future.

I’m 25 now, (to me) that’s getting up there and time only goes by faster year by year. I’m not where I want to be in any facet of life. I don’t currently have dreams of anything, the future is unknown to me, it’s time to grow and figure it all out.

I’ve procrastinated and wasted a lot. But better now than never to wake up. Value myself and the real ones around me and go up and find new people to ride that train up with me. I’ve been held back and that’s all on me.

Some people I am just a stepping stone to. Some people will have me till the day I die. It’s on me to weed out who I should and shouldn’t but I wish all the best for everyone either way cause that’s how my heart is. I’ve done my wrongs but I have apologized for all.

I am always going to be my worst enemy. I am very self aware and beat myself up mentally all the time for things I’ve done even if nobody knows about it, but that’s growth and learning that will one day make me second guess decisions for the better. Work on yourself.

Take time for yourself, be selfish sometimes, care about yourself, put work in to learn and grow and things will find you for the happiness you deserve. Don’t waste time cause time does not come back and it’ll all be over quicker than you know.

This thread is a contract for me, this is the way I put things into existence. I’ll double back and read and check myself.

I’m ready to move forward, would love people with the same mindset to move forward with me, I would love to become friends/better friends with some of you.

At the end of the day, be positive and change your mindset that you’re all good or that brighter days are ahead. Your mindset is free, choose happiness, choose positivity, manifest your dreams and never look back.

Love you guys,
Chris Cates