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@yooninmyheart& #39;s vent account

username from my favorite bts and twice songs, and an agust d reference

tws and what else to expect:

i& #39;m fairly open on my main, so this will be for the things that can& #39;t go on an account like that one, made to connect with people and share my art and my random thoughts

still, it& #39;s not hard to realize i& #39;m not doing well most of the time

i have depression, anxiety (and get attacks often), ptsd, and bpd, i& #39;m very suicidal and i self harm, though not in the ways most people first think (and no, i won& #39;t post any pictures of any of it)

i also have hyperhidrosis. my hands sweat a lot and usually i can& #39;t touch people

i& #39;m trans/nonbinary and have severe dysphoria, because i& #39;m not happy with many physical and social things. even my name sof is just a placeholder, and i& #39;m constantly changing my mind about what i like and what makes me want to die

i& #39;m also afab, asexual, and like girls and nbs

i live with my mom but my dad visits me every day and texts me all the time, and we also go out often. he& #39;s abusive, not sexually or physically (anymore) but he& #39;s definitely the worst part of my life and i hate that i& #39;m waiting for him to die before i can do so much and feel free

i was bullied in school and lost a lot of online and offline friends which still hurts, my 3 relationships were a mess and only two of my 10+ crushes since 2016 have been requited, and i& #39;m not even sure how much one of them was. there were also other issues i won& #39;t mention at all

i hate hate, discrimination, prejudices, injustice, and i tend to not show my anger unless it comes to something like this

i don& #39;t like living in argentina for several reasons, but i don& #39;t know where i would move to. still, everything is expensive and unsafe and conservative

i& #39;m very happy with my majors (music and translation) but quarantine intensified the problems i usually have, and i hit my absolute lowest in april-june. right now september is looking just as bad as august, and i& #39;m struggling a lot, every day, even if i sound okay when i type

i also love writing (pinned on main), and when it& #39;s nsfw it& #39;s bdsm. but i won& #39;t say anything explicit, and i& #39;ll tag nsfw if there& #39;s a hint

i& #39;ll also tag if i post pictures or videos of (vegan) food, or anything else that needs a warning, but there won& #39;t be tws for typed tweets

this account will be public because managing who to let in would give me anxiety, but i can still soft block or block people

no one is obligated to follow or interact, even if you& #39;re my friend. and don& #39;t be scared to interact or to dm me (here or on my main), or to send a cc

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@yooninmyheart my main acc for loving bts and my friends, and saying stuff that isn& #39;t so sad

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