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A year ago today I was diagnosed with depression anxiety also had the worse case of upper respiratory tract infection because I suddenly stopped smoking also ended a not-so-long term relationship. Transferred to a new university and kinda started all over again.
Things got worse when I also started drinking every weekend, had hook ups and travels without my parents knowing where the hell am I. Fast forward I needed to occupy myself from me having empty thoughts to over thinker also unwanted imaginations that lead me to —
— sleepless nights and cried myself to sleep. I knew alter before but I only had the guts lately to join the community and viola, it was fun knowing people from different places and how they ended up being in the alter community.
I didn’t have a lot of mutuals like others have but I’m happy I still had. And I also have decided to leave this community. I need to grow more because I am not good enough in reality that I live in right now.
And if you reached this thread I just want to say I’m sorry if I ever ignored your messages, I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings, I’m sorry if I ignored tips (other alter deserve those than me) Thank you for spending time with me, if we did.
Aaaaaaand if you’re still reading this I just want to say that you deserve love, you deserve happiness, you deserve attention, you deserve the things and goals you dream of. And if you ever feel like you’re not okay you deserve comfort, you deserve to be listened to.
I’m out. HAHA
