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Now that I have your attention, let me give you some back ground. This is a post that @/kabuwastaken made. For the last couple of days I& #39;ve been simping and I was really happy to be his friend because he seemed really cool.
We talked for a little while and I was very open about my feelings. My friends would frequently joke about me simping for him. I thought that this fact was hilarious. It was so funny, in fact, that I made this joke.
After I posted it, I realized that it might have made him uncomfy so I asked him directly and this is the response I got.
As soon as I got the message I took the post.
Anyone who knows me knows that I have severe anxiety and that i worry often. So I immediately began apologizing.
Anyone who knows me knows that I have severe anxiety and that i worry often. So I immediately began apologizing.
However, he then made this post.
I was fine with the post itself and I spent a whole 24 hours straight feeling extremely upset that I had hurt his feelings and possibly invalidated his sexuality.
I was fine with the post itself and I spent a whole 24 hours straight feeling extremely upset that I had hurt his feelings and possibly invalidated his sexuality.
After this, I began apologizing more frequently. I felt horrible that my joke made him uncomfortable and possibly hurt his feelings.
Despite knowing that I shouldn& #39;t check the comments in his post, I did it anyway. The comments here only made feel worse. Despite the fact that none of them know the full story this still made me feel impossibly worse.
I fully blamed myself for this because in a way, these random people who I& #39;ve never talked to were right. It was horrible of me to make that joke and I felt so guilty. I know I was wrong. I shouldn& #39;t have made that joke to begin with. However, the way he dealt with it was worse.
I took a break from twitter so I could collect my thoughts and I finally decided to text him back.
I let him know that posting publicly about what had happened was not okay and that I& #39;d like it if he took it down. However, my explanation had no meaning to him.
@/kabuwastaken blocked me after I explained my side of the story and why I felt the way I did. Which was even more childish.
I really do want to be friends, but this behavior is childish, immature, and completely uncalled for. Thank you for your time.
