You are a gorgeous person who attracts gorgeous people yet you won't date because your exes have always made you compete with their own fantasies. Now attraction is both a chore and a liability.

I'm talking to you specifically because whenever you find somebody attractive, you dim yourself. You will watch TV, see somebody attractive, and then suddenly go a week critiquing your every fucking fiber

Let's have this conversation
Your partners, for the most part, were piss poor. That loser wanted you because having you made them more desirable to the folk they were really trying to entertain. They were using you as a stepping stone.

It was always in their plan to have more of you...or more like you. You are beautiful and they know that and they had to learn you to learn how to handle beautiful. Of course they took advantage of it. Of course they didn't want you to see your worth.

That's what YOU get for doing philanthropy work. You out here doing favors for people and taking chances on niggas and for what? God crafted you out of their league with the same energy he crafted the space between Earth and Sky. They weren't made to breathe in your atmosphere

Like you giving niggas space suits and whole ships. Y'all walking these niggas through the navigation procedures. Y'all are providing them extra room. Negative!!!

You are not a lake. You are not a well. You are an ocean and if these motherfukas were made for you, they would have been born with gills.

Me and the ancestors are confused as to how you plan on pretending that being the favorite fills you as much as being the only. You wanna call it everything other than what it is.. you have no faith in eyes that only see you

You are not the only one being tested. Everytime you question if you are beauty, if you are Venus, if you're afrodeity and aphrodisiac, know that that doubt is rooted in everyone that every held and beheld you has failed you. You should already know you are.

I pray God weaves new stitches into the primal hemming of your terrestrial garb. Venus will anoint your body in oils and mold your clay into golds. The Gods will behold you and fall into drunkenness. They will say you are like wine and hymns. May your body exist in a glory erotic

May you step out of modesty. What is your idea of physical beauty? You will become that 13x over. May your beauty offend the glutton. You will become a beauty of legend. Snakes will grow legs just to kneel at your feet. For your good graces, sin itself will repent

Whatever touched you and lost you will go thirsty. Whomever touched you and let you go, will go hungry. As they lay with their lover, their lover will be stricken with a curious blindness. They will see and want only you.

One day of sun
Two days of wind
One day of rain
And they will know then what it is to love someone who never minds the green of their own grass