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cr: a little life
wait shit let me go rr the tws i’ve forgotten all of them 
i really don’t think i’m ready for the pain bc im already suffering and i’m on chapter 3.... 
anyway i needed somewhere other than my priv to talk
dr taylor when i get ur ass what the fuck
WAIT I SPELT HIS NAME WRONG DKSKSKDJFN doesn’t matter he deserve it
oh :((((
what 
not ana not ana
not ana not ana
stop i’m crying already i hate this
hanya yanagihara is so lucky i’m interested in this book or else i would’ve passed out from seeing the length of the chapters 
oh jude my baby :(
it just keeps getting sadder and sadder 
harold encouraging jude to apply for clerking for the judge !!!!
harold saying jude’s the most brilliant student he’s ever had 
WAIT JUDE SINGS??? omg 
HAROLD GETTING SUITS TAILORED FOR JUDE I LOVE HIM 
hey i’m loving this legal lecture harold is giving... the law nerd in me in thriving reading this
the entire chapter three prose so far hasn’t mentioned jude’s name once. i cant help but notice that.. it’s prob not significant at all but
HELP WHY IS THIS ENTIRE INTERCATION SO FUNNY TO ME
oh i love harold and jude so much
HAROLD TALKING TO JUDE ABT THE BACTERIA COOKIES AND JUDE TRYING NOT TO SMILE PLEASE I NEED THEM HAPPY
“That’s a good one,” he said. “Incredibly sexy.”
harold saying this abt the fifth amendment
i hate him so much
harold saying this abt the fifth amendment
i hate him so much
julia being really happy to finally meet jude and jude thinking that she was genuinely happy to meet him i’m so
i have my english class now...u know what i’m just not gonna pay attention and continue to read abt jude
jude being a math nerd... my biggest loss truly
god jude i love him so so much he deserves the entire world this is not fair it’s not
jude is literally so brilliant and smart and brave and strong and i just?? everytime i think about what he might’ve gone through i get so incredibly sad bc he deserves nothing but to be happy
JUDE PRETENDING HAROLD AND JULIA WERE HIS PARENTS WHEN HE SLEPT OVER aAT THEIR HOUSE
JUDE 
LOVED HAROLD AND JULIA
LOVED HAROLD AND JULIA
HELLO????? HAROLD PUTTING JUDE’S NAME IN THE ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS SECTION OF HIS BOOK NO ONE TOUCH ME
“YOU’RE RIGHT; THAT MUG MEANS A LOT TO ME. BUT YOU MEAN MORE. SO PLEASE STOP TORTURING YOURSELF.”
i’m abt to have a mental breakdown over judeharold they’re literally becoming so special to me
i’m abt to have a mental breakdown over judeharold they’re literally becoming so special to me
i hope andy, harold and julia stay as a constant in jude’s life they mean so much to him i hope he doesn’t lose any of them
i hope he doesn’t lose any of them
oh :((((( andy and jude’s fight after the new year’s eve incident i’m so upset
no no no no why does jude think whatever happened to him, he was deserving of it. god this is literally making my chest hurt what the fuck
WHAT THE FUCK FATHER GABRIEL ???? why did he do that to jude wtf
my life. my life. my life....
fuck brother lule idk what he did to jude but to know that bc of men like brother luke, jude is afraid to be around older men makes me so so mad and so fucking upset what the fuck
“You asked me once when I knew that he was for me, and I told you that I had always known.”
idk what it was abt this quote but i just burst into tears right after reading jude’s chapter
idk what it was abt this quote but i just burst into tears right after reading jude’s chapter
wait what the fuck why is the person why is narrating right now saying smth abt a twenty four yr old and being a forty seven yr old themselves ummmm
oh oh oh is it harold narrating???
oh
who is harold talking to? i have a feeling it’s willem but idk
harold and julia sitting down to y’all to jude abt something... they want to adopt him dont they
“You’re our friend, of course, but we think of you as more than a friend to us; as someone more special than that.”
“You’re our friend, of course, but we think of you as more than a friend to us; as someone more special than that.”
stop this whole scene is making me sob i love all of them so much and now they’re going to be a family??
thirty years of wanting to have a family.... i’m not ok i’m not okay i’m really not
i JUST stopped crying and now i’m crying all over again??? hanya what do u want from me
“I know,” he said. “I know, Willem. I feel the same way.”
“I love you,” said Willem, and then he was gone before he had to respond.”
“I know,” he said. “I know, Willem. I feel the same way.”
“I love you,” said Willem, and then he was gone before he had to respond.”
oh god jude when he was thirteen and on that probationary weekend and how he was scared of mr leary and how he mentions that at least they weren’t a group of me learys that he had had to face in the home oh god oh god jude
and how he mentions that at least they weren’t a group of me learys that he had had to face in the home oh god oh god jude
god jude i can’t handle him calling himself disgusting it’s so painful already
i went and showered to try and stop feeling sad but i don’t think it worked but anyway let’s continue !!!!!
oh no jude has two bags now, one in each bathroom... jude, jude my baby
A DAY LIKE TJIS WITHOUT WILLEM WOULD NOT BE A DAY AT ALL... judewillem take my heart i’m giving it to u take it
STOP HAROLD GIVING JUDE HIS FATHER’S WATCH AND JUDE’S INITIALS ARE ENGRAVED ON IT SOMEONE PICK ME UP I’M NOT OKAY
my heart is so full i love their relationship i love it so much
WAIT WAIT WAIT THE DOORBELL JUST RANG IS IT WILLEM IS IT HIM???
I’M GOING TO SCREAM I LOVE IT HERE
“He stares at Willem for a second, and then, before he can tell himself to be calm, Willem springs at him like a civet cat and hugs him so hard that for a moment he fears he will tip over. “Are you surprised?”
SHUT UP SHUT UP I LOVE TJEM SO MUCH U DONT UNDERSTAND
SHUT UP SHUT UP I LOVE TJEM SO MUCH U DONT UNDERSTAND
i cant stop smiling this entire scene makes me so so happy god i wish the whole book would be like this
jude blushing omg.... i love u jude i love u so much
okay i’m up to part three now 
jude jude jude i really hope he starts confiding in willem bc him constantly being guarded and keeping secrets from willem makes me really really sad
but that being said when do judewillem hold hands?
PERRY STREET WAS NEVER WILLEM’S HOME. HOME FOR WILLEM WAS GREENE STREET LORD HELP ME
“are you happy”
“i don’t think happiness if for me, but it’s for you, willem.”
no bc im definitely not crying you’ve got the wrong bitch i hate this jude, jude let me give u a hug i love u, u deserve nothing but the world
“i don’t think happiness if for me, but it’s for you, willem.”
no bc im definitely not crying you’ve got the wrong bitch i hate this jude, jude let me give u a hug i love u, u deserve nothing but the world
god jude having turned thirty six in chapter eight... he’s getting so old so fast
i’m fr crying again jude needing money bc he can’t afford to live in a shabby place anymore but also giving him his future as a judge who could bring justice god and him refusing to get him from harold i’m not okay what is this it hurts
giving up** my vision is so blurry i can’t even type straight smh wtf
i really do hope jude lets someone help him at some point bc it physically hurts me seeing him retreat further and further into his shell as the years go by
willem saying ily and then having the audacity to not hold jude’s hand ... won’t u two hold each other’s hands? please?
oh my god the extent of jude’s pain and it’s amplification every time his wound reopens makes me want to cry for jude he deserves so so much better i hate everything about this he deserves at least a little more happiness
ive said jude deserves better in this thread so many times already but fr he does i hate seeing him in pain
jude calling himself a piece of junk...
