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My relationship (romantic): A thread
ok so, i’m currently dating someone names Brick. (yes they’re NB, don’t judge) 6/12/2020 so we just passed the 3mo mark. Would be great n all of i didn’t think i might be loosing feelings and might have a crush on my oldest crush of all time: My best friend. Well call her A.
I’ve had a crush on A for as long as i can remember tbh. (i have shitty memory, so we’ll just say since i was 8, i’m 13 now) I confessed to her in February of 2019 and got led on for a few hours then rejected. It broke me HARD. She didn’t respond to my texts for a month or so and
i was heartbroken. but eventually things went back to normal. Then around the beginning of quarantine, (or a while before idk) i started a whole argument about something that had happened years ago, (different story) then i said so many things to her that i shouldn’t hVe said :/
we stopped talking for a while after another breakout fight. (reminder that all the fights & confessions were over text) I apologised and things are back to normal again! but a while after we had made up. i met Brick. (they had a different name back then but yeah) and we were
friends for a while until one night. They were having another bad night, i was always there to help them when they needed me (through text) and it was all good. But that one night, they were talking about having a crush on me. Now, let me just say, this happens to me way too damn
often for my liking: i meet someone online who has a ton of mental issues, we’re there for eachother, then they end up liking me, then they ask me out. It’s happened twice before. Now i KNOW what it sounds like, but i don’t do this on purpose. I have mental issues of my own and
i really liking having online friends and i also like helping other people out who are in the same situation as me. Although usually i’m an asshole, and i usually don’t feel any sympathy, i just feel this responsibility. But anyways back to the main topic here. That’s exactly
what happened with Brick. And i knew it instantly. I actually kinda liked them back (or so i thought) so i said yes.
Things were extremely well for the first month, we were hella lovey dovey, we made cute posts and insta stories about each other (we met on insta and they live in Ohio while i live in texas) things were great. Till the point where i couldn’t help with ther mental problems as much
anymore. I ran out of things to say, and i was exhausted, as well as afraid of saying the wrong thing. Don’t get me wrong, i still tried to help every so often but i felt so damn helpless just scrolling through their trauma core account seeing their posts. and their vent stories.
Then, i started listening to Yagami Yato. Now if you don’t know who she is, i don’t care. But she pretty much makes anime boy asmr videos, right. Idk if that had to with anything just thought i should point it out. I’m pretty much obsessed with them haha. And as for my A... well
you see, i ended up getting feeling for her again too. We started hanging out a bit more after making up, and things between us are good again :)). But i just can’t help myself,, she’s just so damn perfect. She has a ton of her own mental illnesses to, but we are so similar it’s
crazy. [Me talking about her will be in a different thread]
But that’s basically where i’m at now. I have a few crushes on some other people but that only includes anime boys and 2 other girls who i would pay to crush my ribs and sit on me ( jessy & ortega) Again, the only real name i’m using in Brick’s and that’s because i’m 100% sure
they won’t find this, and anybody who does find this won’t be able to search for their name. Plus they’re still indecisive and lemme just say they’re prolly gonna change it again :p.
Anyways that’s it for this thread for now!!! I’ll update if anything happens :)
