I can& #39;t quite describe what these fires are doing to our collective consciousness -- mine at least, and perhaps yours as well. To not see the sun, to wonder if it is safe to go for a walk, to have no idea when the smoke will clear.
I worked hard over the past few months to create new tools to manage anxiety in the midst of a pandemic. Exercise in the morning. Mid-day walks. Driving my kids to the beach once a week to see the sunset. Seeing friends in parks and backyards. None of that is available anymore.