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After 5 months of my breakup I realised that.
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After 5 months of my breakup,
I realised that moving on is not easy. You may can do everything to forget someone but memories dont leave you easily. You have to go through so many mood swings. Sometimes you feel you moved on n at the same time you can feel the pain in heart-
I realised that moving on is not easy. You may can do everything to forget someone but memories dont leave you easily. You have to go through so many mood swings. Sometimes you feel you moved on n at the same time you can feel the pain in heart-
that its all about yesterday. Even after trying so hard, you dont stop missing them. You miss them in each and every moment. You hide the truth from your friends that you can still feel the same. You might hate them for everything bad they did to you but still fail to hate them-
because heart knows that how much it loved. You can feel them in songs, movies and everywhere. You want to talk to them and walk to smile like before. You tell the whole world that you are silent and feel numb. You tell yourself the lies that you are not into them-
N you are in love with urself. Then why you see them in ur dreams? Why every face reminds you of them? Why you suddenly start crying? Bcs the truth is you are only learning to live without them and thats what we call moving on. When yk that being with them is not the right thing-
N also unloving them is something impossible then it hurts you deep. Truth is that its the only solution and healing. Fighting with your own thoughts and reminding your mind the reason for unloving them. Life goes on like this.
Time passes by and you learn to live without your loneliness. Soon, you start finding peace by realising that these all thoughts are useless. You soon realises that peace is not in any person or relationship.
It was always inside you but you wasted your time finding somewhere else where you lost it.
Trust the process of healing. It is a time taken process and depends on your acceptance power. But dont lie to yourself. Accept it if you cant unlove or cant hate the person. It is the sign that you need to forgive them. <3
Its 7 months already and i still fighting with my own thoughts and healing myself.
