My mom doesn& #39;t understand why I& #39;m not interested in getting married. She doesn& #39;t understand that because I saw her marriage to my Dad, I want no part of the whole marriage experience. I& #39;ve seen first hand what a bad marriage does to a woman. I& #39;ve seen it and I hate it.

I& #39;ve seen how you need up loosing yourself, putting your dreams and aspirations on hold and for what?? All for what?? In the 25 years that my parents were happy, I never saw them happy. My moms happiness was from her Kids and My Dad& #39;s happiness was outside.

I often wonder how they got together in the first place and if they ever loved each other. Because 25 years of life just wasted staying in a horrible marriage.
I want none of that, I have Truama and I can& #39;t even bear the thought of getting married.