My mom doesn't understand why I'm not interested in getting married. She doesn't understand that because I saw her marriage to my Dad, I want no part of the whole marriage experience. I've seen first hand what a bad marriage does to a woman. I've seen it and I hate it.

I've seen how you need up loosing yourself, putting your dreams and aspirations on hold and for what?? All for what?? In the 25 years that my parents were happy, I never saw them happy. My moms happiness was from her Kids and My Dad's happiness was outside.

I often wonder how they got together in the first place and if they ever loved each other. Because 25 years of life just wasted staying in a horrible marriage.
I want none of that, I have Truama and I can't even bear the thought of getting married.