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I was raised in abusive households and used to go to school with only 3 pairs of clothes as u can imagine left me to get bullied. I witnessed domestic violence almost daily. Was homeless. Mom a drug addict in the shelter dad in prison lots of foster care. Addicted to weed
N I barely had any friends I actually spent a lot of my years on random ass kik gcs m w bad ppl in the hood which made me see some weird fucked up shit when I was really young. Thereās a lot more this prolly y I am the way I am tbh
I really lack empathy cause I think I was show none from an early age. I just thank god I aināt a fucking women beater or no shit like that cause a lot of ppl that witness that shit end up becoming one. Humor has been my coping mechanism from the very start. I changed weed w gym
Also no cap at like 18 I pretty much put down the drugs n shit cause I was determined to be somebody instead of a loser like the rest of my family. So I picked up a trade ( welding) and grinded my ass off n made my own money. I was also on my own at this time w no support
Then I picked up working out n started taking care of myself real good. After like a 9-10 months ppl started to notice and I got addicted to the results n got really good. For the 1st time in my life females started approaching me den I started my fuckboy phase which turned me
Into a really cocky shit after like 1 year in 3 months my body started looking really good n I became super arrogant n full of myself I also started making pretty good money n it was like I was a different person. Iāve been working on humility this last like 6 months
Idk man I got a long way to go I just want to be a good person and help others out tho. Iād like to start a yt channel on fitness cause I inspired my friends. They seen my transformation n was inspired to get in shape. N they did using my advice n it was a good feeling
Ong tho working out changed my life highly recommended it made me more productive in life and helped me understand that nothing happens overnight u gotta build your goals over months maybe even in years but if u consistently put in work the results will come.
Welding did too. My instructor was like a really good mentor to me and he never gave up on me when I first came there I was shit lazy n weak additude hated life. When I left there he turned my ass into a fine welder n I finally had hope in life so shoutout to him
If yāall get anything out of this I guess itās never give up on your journey youāre here for a purpose. Tbh Iām 20 and I still donāt know mine but I know that Iām a fighter Iāve had some tough obstacles thrown at me but Iāve never folded. Continue to push n PROVE EM WRONG!!!
I think this is the first time Iāve told anyone outside of a therapist my story in my whole life.
