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Our Psychology teacher told us that kids aren& #39;t any less intelligent than the older ones, they just think differently. And since I have hyperthymesia I remember being younger and thinking about how one day all of us have to die and being afraid of dying. But now I& #39;m not. +
It& #39;s not about how long you live, it& #39;s about having a life worth living. Although most of the moments of my life were gloomy, sad, full of pain and lonely, I still have a few moments when I was genuinely happy, albeit less in number. +
It& #39;s said when you die, you get a 7 minute long flashback of memories. I have aphantasia so I& #39;m not really sure if I& #39;ll be able to experience that, however if the flashback is like a dream then I, too, certainly will be able to. +
I didn& #39;t feel happy when I scored good in boards, mostly because it was after re-evaluation and I knew for a fact that more marks should have been increased. And there& #39;s always room for improvement. But when I saw Daniel make it past the semi-finals in I-LAND, +
I felt genuinely happy, probably the first time in months, or rather, this year. Happiness shouldn& #39;t depend upon big achievements, but rather, on small things in life. It& #39;s not the big achievements, but always the small things in life that matter the most. 
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Adding to the point about kids thinking differently, when I was younger I used to think that God controls each and every action of each and every person on this planet. And then I& #39;d get in the paradox that I& #39;m thinking that God controls my thinking because +
God is controlling my thinking. I used to think that we& #39;re mere puppets of God. As I got older I started to think that God cam read everything that goes within our minds. I think it& #39;s something which is actually believed by many. +
Then as I got even older I stopped thinking about all this as a whole, haha. Those were the days, when resilience was high and sorrows didn& #39;t matter much. I feel suffocated and feel like giving up so soon these days, probably because+
