I& #39;ve been trying hard from months to cope with it but my mental health is too affected to do that. I& #39;m having a hard time financially and emotionally. I really have no friends or anyone to support other than armys. Even a share would help me so much https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> https://twitter.com/jooniepersona_/status/1273846969128022016">https://twitter.com/joonieper...

It took me alot of courage to even come up to here, I& #39;m sorry if I& #39;m being a nuisance on your tl but I really have no one to turn towards. I& #39;ve gone through years of depression and was finally able to get out of it thanks to bts but things got so bad that everything is so tragic.

I& #39;m even scared to say my name out after the years of bullying I went through, I hated myself so much and was able to slip out of it slowly but I& #39;m scared it& #39;s happening again. I feel sick waking up to anxiety attacks every single day. I& #39;m getting weaker by crying I& #39;m sorry https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

I really am trying to hold it together but I really can& #39;t do it. I worked hard for this, I can& #39;t see all these shatter just like that. Too many bad things happened and I can& #39;t bear it all at once... I& #39;m too tired to even type this out but I& #39;m so desperate for help https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

I wish there was miracle that ends this once and for all.... I don& #39;t have much time left and all I do is crying because I can& #39;t do anything. I& #39;ll payback everyone when I can if you help me this once... I& #39;m really sorry but I need your help... https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> I really...

This is giving me nightmares all the time and I can& #39;t have anything but negative thoughts always. My emotional state is deviating so much that I even thought of visiting a therapist or psychiatrist but I can& #39;t afford that too... Please help me put an end to all these https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏🏻" title="Folded hands (heller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Folded hands (heller Hautton)">

I& #39;m sorry if this maybe a nuisance but I really have no one other than armys to help me. Even a simple share could save my future, @__gaciria @DarlingSpectrum @CelladoraLilith I really am trying my best before I can& #39;t anymore and just giveup https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">