I often find myself deeply attracted to the aesthetics of Catholicism, but I think that has a lot to do with wishing I had a faith that was more established and that I could be more devotionally pious in, and one that didn& #39;t feel like it was made up in the seventies.

But at the same time I still essentially believe that some kind of reconstruction of European paganism(s) is an important project politically and culturally. Christianity disenchanted the world and paved the way for the formation of centralized states and capitalism.

Japan sucks and I generally think white males who live their are insufferable cucks, but dear goddess it would be nice to be somewhere that I could go to a religious site withing my own belief system and pray every morning.