I just... I can’t sleep. I’ve been crying off and on about thinking I have to drive to work in about 2 hours. I’m just terrified because not even a week ago I was in an accident with an 18-wheeler and a pickup. Lucky me nothing broken, but man does work need me that bad am crying
I haven’t even been able to draw for very long because of the pain in my neck and back. I don’t want to make anything worse. I hate that I just keep crying about it. I want to stop crying about what happened. It wasn’t even my fault I’m just so scared.
How can an 18-wheeler just drive off? They could have killed me. I could have died and none of my friends online would have known. I’m only ok cuz of some sheer miracle I did everything right somehow and I wasn’t dragged under or flipped. Turned around on a freeway is still ugh..
I’m glad I had a dashcam and shit. I’ve been trying to be strong about it. And the only thing I can be happy about is that if I were to go. At least I got to have a wonderful anniversary the day before. I know for sure I don’t care about dying. I am just terrified for my husband
Fuck I’m just rambling all over the place in this thread. I’m so sorry. I just don’t know. God I hate crying.
To lighten the mood. Cuz I can’t with this thread. For sure am a bad ass and can’t be killed. So I guess silver lining.