Thread by @hoshirangg, tw // sexual harassment Since this topic has been brought up already, [...]

tw // sexual harassment

Since this topic has been brought up already, I just want to share what my guy friend did to me last 2017 and no it's not related to this ex idol issue but i've also been in the same situation.

I will make this into a thread and it will be on filipino

I can't speak straight english atm i'm so sorry

This happened last december 2017, I have a guy friend from 8th Grade he was a part of the group who used to bully me a long with my other friends

Anyways nagka ayos kami nung kaibigan ko na nambully sakin sya lang ang nag sorry sakin but I forgave her for the sake of our pinagsamahan and she's going out of the country that time kaya pumayag na ako makipag usap sakanya.

The same year this guy friend found out that me ++

My bestfriend are already okay so he pm-ed me tapos he said that "hey we should probably go out and have some talk i wanna say sorry to you personally for the things that i did" I was really skeptical at first but I decided to go out with him

Take note that we were freaking 15 years old that time.

We went out everything was fine nilibre nya ako ng food until he asked me to go out with him sa isang madilim na lugar dito saamin. sarado na yung mga stalls duon kaya sobrang dilim na let's say na tanga ako dahil sumama

ako hindi ko manlang naisip yung mga possible nyang gawin sakin kasi ang sinabi nya mag uusap lang daw kami

so we went there and sat down we were talking for the next few minutes everything was fine not until pinipilit nya yung kamay nya sa gilid ng dede ko, I was shocked so I crossed my arms over my chest to protect myself but he was forcing his hand so I confronted him

Minura ko sya and I asked what the fuck is he doing and he said "pahawak lang" and I said "no please don't make me feel uncomfortable we are here to talk" and he fucking said "Oo mag uusap tayo pero pwede pahawak muna?"

I was close to tearing up but i held myself back and said "no" again pero nag pupumilit na sya tapos sabi niya saakin "Pag nag sorry ba ako sayo sa mga nagawa ko hahayaan mo akong hawakan dede mo?" and that was the last straw, I pushed him away tsaka ko sinabi na uuwi na ako

But this motherfucker insisted if he can touch my breast before I go home but i said no and walked away he also insisted na ihatid ako sa sakayan pero tumanggi na ako nag dahilan na ako sakanya na susunduin ako ng kuya ko kahit hindi naman

Sumakay ako agad as soon as makarating ako sa sakayan and cried on my way home i feel so disgusted with myself that time and up until now i'm blaming myself for choosing to go out with him that time despite sa pag dududa na nararamdaman ko

And this boy had the audacity to contact me after that night and asked if we can go out again I blocked him sa lahat nga social media accounts ko pero napa bukas ako sa luma kong fb and saw his message 3 months ago nangangamusta pa sya :)

I can't seem to forget that night and it sucks that i can still remember everything that happened while he's living his life at siguro kinalimutan na yung nangyari

Ito palang yung unang beses na mag sasalita ako about dito kahit yung mga common friends namin and even my bestfriend doesn't know about this

but yeah it sucks that he's okay and happy with his life habang ako naalala parin at nararamdaman ko parin yung kamay nya sa dibdib ko

All I wanted was a sincere apology kasi sya yung may pinaka malalang pambubully saakin the year before (2016) tapos ginamit nya pa yon as an advantage. mag sosorry daw sya at mag uusap daw kami tapos ganun pa ang ginawa nya sakin

please if some parts of this thread are unclear to you feel free to ask me i'm sorry kung magulo ako mag kwento i'm literally shaking rn and this is the very first time na nag kwento ako

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