spent like 7 takes singing Billie Eilish& #39;s everything i wanted as Levi today and the result makes me want to cry so I think that means I did it right
on my iPad and i peaked in the choruses but i might share it here

screw it, have this iPad cover of everything i wanted
tw// this song talks about suicide! it ends in a hopeful way but the mentions are there

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1e-e6DM8AyW47Lpm0jrDSiOCCKHSuMo3U/view?usp=drivesdk

excuse">https://drive.google.com/file/d/1e... my peaking and also this thread explaining why this song is a Levi song:

so in BS, where Levi and Clair are perhaps most developed, at one point Levi tries to drown himself (he actually lets out a scream once he falls in the pool--he can& #39;t swim and ends up saved at the last second)
up until this moment, all he wanted was to die.

it was a powerful turn, actually--he got everything he wanted only to realize it wasn& #39;t actually what he wanted at all
Flash forward 8 or 9 years and Levi& #39;s genuinely happy, he& #39;s the neighborhood therapist ("everybody wants something from me now, and I don& #39;t wanna let them down")

and he& #39;s been able to heal from his abuse and trauma and start the road to recovery. the idea of getting everything he wanted--of having actually died in BS--feels more like a nightmare now
but he has friends. he has Fauss and Madoka and Romane and all these people who tell him-

-"as long as I& #39;m here, no one can hurt you."
he& #39;s finally safe, and now that he& #39;s reflecting back on his life he& #39;s beginning to draw conclusions on what his life has come to
this song is so powerful and so is my son