im just gonna say everything here, cause i’m in my feelings: a Thread

It’s sad that i have feelings for him, it’s sad that i’m in love with him. Ever since i laid my eyes on him, it felt so special and i never understood why i felt like that. He has the prettiest eyes i’ve ever seen, i get lost in them when we talk.

He’s funny asf, and a dumbass but that’s the part where i always enjoy seeing him....happy. He’s someone i was close to but i distanced myself cause i got scared because of the rumors the church were making. I knew he never would like me, but even with him it feels magical.

it’s sad that i love this boy, i hate that i feel this way. It’s been two and a half years why aren’t i over him. He has a girlfriend, he never once responded to my feelings for him so why....i have every reason to recover myself from these feelings.

The first time i hugged him, it felt so right and i felt secure. I felt like if I just hugged someone special to me. I wanna move on, i just don’t know how if everything reminds me off him, if i see him. He’s an idiot, i never would’ve realized that i would have fallen this hard.

I though it would be a silly crush and it would be over in a few months but i never realized it was gonna be like this. Im happy seeing him happy, I met his gf today. His girlfriend is so beautiful and kind, im glad that he found someone to be with.

it stung but i’ll be okay, one day i’ll bring myself to stop pretending and move on with reality and stop waiting.

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