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okay so this is gonna be a lil story time thread of how my relationship is with the real life version of evocation harry (if you donāt know what iām talking about, my fanfic, evocation, is based of off many true events as well as harryās character being based off of the loml)
to start, weāre gonna can irl evocation harry ādā because thatās what his name starts with ORIGINAL I KNOW but if you havenāt read evocation, iām gonna be referring to it to save some words, sooo .... read it? or donāt, idk
so d and i have known each other since elementary school, always having classes together and shit all the way through high school too. but despite sharing classes, we didnāt actually get closer until our senior year.
d is extremely charming and handsome and no one can truly deny it. heās always been so kind and respectful to me, unlike his friendsāwhich weāll get into laterā but for me to not have problems with a guy is rare, and we never did have any issues with each other.
the closer we got senior year the more i began to like him, which i knew would happen, and the only issue with this is that he has a girlfriend. not just any girlfriend, one that iām friendly with (specifically over social media). they have been (and still are) dating for years
so i kinda pushed down my feelings because i thought they were good for each other but fuck was i wrong. we decided to take classes together the next year at our local community college, simply because we were pretty close and i didnāt have any other friends going there.
i thought weād be taking like one class together, but after i sent him my schedule he chose THREE OUT OF FOUR. so we spent a lot of time together. studying in the library, texting a lot, weād talk about personal stuff tooāor at least he spoke about personal stuff with me.
i didnāt exactly expect him to vent to me about his personal issues, but being a friend above anything else, i tried my hardest to be there for him. d would vent to me about his own real life celeste like harry does with gia, and like gia, i just kinda had to sit and listen.
i didnāt want to turn him away if i was the only person he could open up to, so i endured it while i simultaneously was liking him more and more by the day. so the spring semester starts and in early march a mutual friend of ours has a birthday.
she wanted to spend the entire weekend celebrating, so thatās what we did. that friday we went into town and went to a party with a big group of our friendās friends (that neither d or i knew very well). basically, the entire night was us just hanging out and talking..
and i swear to god it looked like we were straight out of a goddamn movie scene or something FUCK... and we stayed out until like ... five in the morning, only to see him again the next day. when i asked him if he was hanging out with us again that next day and he saidā
he wanted to hang again and that āit was fun :)ā (he uses A LOT of :) and !!) and so we planned on hanging out to celebrate our friendās birthday ... again lmao. d was kind enough to let us all go to his home (his gigantic home like harryās dad has) andā
just celebrate our friendās birthday. our friend invited some of her other friends too, so basically it was just us two hanging out the entire night .... again. but as everyone passed out (due to drugs, alcohol, or drowsiness) we stayed up and d just started going off ....
specifically about his celeste. about her ungratefulness, how she manipulates him, and how sheās a bit spoiled. and then he told me about their vacation .... which is in evocation and definitely true. d is and will always be a friend before anything else do me, no matterā
how heavily i like him. but it was so disheartening to hear him go thru that :( i still hate thinking about it ... but i told him that wasnāt okay, that no one should lay a hand on anyone, and he agreed. so d keeps going and tells me āi know thereās gonna be someone who will ā
reciprocate all the love and attention i giveā and like āi know what i need to do, its just hardā and i was so sad ... not because i like/d him, but because heās a friend in a bad relationship. so we finally go to bed that night and fast forward a month when corona went down.
i saw him once or twice, sharing textbooks for class and all, and again, heās complaining about his celeste. i expect it at this point and just hope he comes to his senses soon because someone who doesnāt want help wonāt see your help as helpful.
fast forward again to two days ago. one of my friends (who knows iām obsessed w d) pretty much bullied me into texting him just to see how he was doing (especially now that his celeste moved off to a different state for college) & so i did. i expected it to beā
short & sweet, but it was nothing of the sort. we texted from about 8:30 pm to 2:30 am, which included a casual plan to meet on the lake the following day and we did. he has jet skis and so does my friend (the one who bullied me into texting him) and we rode around for a whileā
until my friend asked him to come to her house later that night and he accepted. so (its now last night) and d brings his friend (who i adore, but not more than him) and weāre in the hot tub by the time they come.
they get into the hot tub and while thereās no room to sit beside me, he does anyway and has on the very much appreciated 5.5 inch inseams .... he was feeding me lemme tell you. so weāre all drinking as well, and iām like 5ā 2ā and canāt handle my alcohol for shit, so iām heavily
heās accidentally (or purposely idk) touching my legs with his while in the hot tub and iām internally freaking out. intoxicated ash doesnāt know how to behave.
heās aware of my intoxication and finds it amusing (iām a fairly āuptightā and āhard shelledā personā
heās aware of my intoxication and finds it amusing (iām a fairly āuptightā and āhard shelledā personā
so i think it was seeing me in such a casual setting that wasnāt a classroom that amused him) but heās so careful every time i went to get out or into the hot tub, making sure i donāt fall or anything. i was playing music (something we bonded over a lot)
and he was asking what i was playing at least every other song (ALSO LET ME GO AHEAD AND LINK THE SONGS HES SENT TO ME TO āLISTEN TOā IN THE PAST AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS THREAD) but after a couple hours we go inside, iām drunk, and we decide to play card against humanity
(but the dirty version). every time he was the judge, heād pick my card as the wonder and every time i was the judge iād pick his card as the winner (NOT ON PURPOSE, IT JUST HAPPENED) he starts mocking my drunk giggling and heās always been a flirty fucker. heās a libra.
and he stares for too long and always gets too close, especially for a guy who has a girlfriend. and i felt like i noticed it even more while drunk. heās very attractive, like iād put him on harryās level, and I HAVE NEVER SAID THAT ABOUT ANYONE ELSE. so we play the game
for a while and were all having fun, but then around 1:30-1:45 am d and his friend leaves and i pass out like RIGHT AS THEY LEAVE. but i woke up this morning freaking out because i didnāt make sure he got home safely. so i text him and heās like āyeah i got home,
thank you for caringā and i was like āno problemā and i thought it would end there, but then he was like āare you feeling okay?ā and MAāAM I WAS EMBARRASSED OVER MY DRUNK ASS SELF but replied āyeah iām good lmaoā but now itās like 9 pm where i live and weāve been
snap chatting all day long. so thatās it. iām pretty sure i love. please donāt judge me. i hope he wakes the fuck up soon. iām sure iāll add more details and story times later. these are the songs heās sent to me to ālisten toā cause he thinks iāll ālike themā
