I always think that the kids who are failing school, and sneaking out and doing drugs and going to parties with alcohol at 15 are actually the ones winning at life, and the people like me and my friends who are “following the rules” and doing our school work and staying inside -

all day are actually losing at life, cause the people who aren’t following the rules are getting to do anything and everything they want, but its always said “well drug addicts fail later on” but do they? or only a select few? do the rest become sober-ish and just carry on a go-

good life and do the same things I do? the kids who party all the time and hang out with people and have sex, do they get the same place as me in the grand scheme of things? Am I judt gonna lose out on all those good memories I could have/could be making and I will just be a los-

a loser with no stories or memories to tell when I am dying? it’s quite interesting to think about that the kids who “are failures” might be the real winners. who knows?

I dont consider doing basically anything I wrote in this thread I just compare lol